Wednesday, April 19, 2006:
i cant believe i'm applying for a scholarship. to UNI !!!! thats hell fast. i just cant imagine myself in uni. at least not for next year. man. seems so quick. and it was just yesterday when i just got into primary school. time passes so quickly. and now i'm 17 going on 18. at least next year i'll be eighteen. NOOoo. too fast. i cant take this. and i didnt get enough play. BAh.
and i cant believe i'm getting into uni same time as the J3 girls and the J4 (if there is even a classification) guys. and i'll be going into uni before zhenyang and joel tan and bryan wong does. poofie. that feeling is just. overwhelming.
and i feel so stressed.
i cant wait for the year to be over and then i can go for youth camp. seriously. thats the ONLY thing i'm looking forward to. and then it'll be hardcore playing for 3 whole months. and then i'm going away. again. sigh.
and all i wanted was to be a tai tai. bleaghhh.
quoting scrooge (and mind you i'm feeling a tad bit like scrooge now, old and bitter) "bah, HUMBUG!"
and bryan quek is bored. he's irritating me with so many emoticons that i wonder if he's feel emo today. probably. i feel too bad to tell him to stop it. only he'll probably find out since i'm blogging about it. HAHA.
jeannie! someone's hitting on you. LOL.
i'm bored. and i should be practicing the piece that jas gave me for i/h singing. just that.. sigh. i dont really feel like it.
omg. someone in a top jc committed suicide cos he thought his penis was too small. WHAT is wrong with singaporeans these days.
a shout of praise.
10:35 PM
